Futile efforts laid to rest in mindful oblivion…
All intentions clouded by rational thinking masking emotion and true feelings…
The outcome bereavement of being ripped apart by a worldly system.
Hesitant to question the scales..
Fear of disturbing karma’s equilibrium..
powerful shifts acclimatizing to life’s mission..
The affliction of dualism..
Portrayed through perceived injustice..
Constantly in resistance..
battling for liberation..
Presented with lies, attack and dramatic performances
…my nemesis prevailing.
Judges peer at me with eyes reptilian..
Interrogated, mocked and humiliated
while internally remembering
past trauma and emotional malfunction..
Stress responses misinterpreted as hardhearted retaliation…
Perceived as something other than what I know myself to be..
Is it because I’m beautiful, strong and educated?
or the fact that I come from a past of abuse, violence and dysfunction?
Does that warrant me a target for judgements and misconception
Recognition of my own perceptions projected onto others
Is my lesson…
Forgiving and loving myself and others the atonement…
The karmic cycle of soul liberation..
To love and be love
is my divine design and conviction…
THE RAW POETTE 